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Yes, @Yorozuya-no-Yume is still alive. :3

Daa i meni je, nismo se bas odavno cule :3 Hahah i ja se isto osecam :'D

Hvala ti <3 Daa, jedva cekam. Onda cu malo da odmorim od svega, pa cu u medjuvremenu da vidim sta posle, da li cu odmah master negde preko ili da vidim prvo da zaradim neki novac. Hahah i ovde se maltene sve vraca u normalu, organizuje se sve zivo, od zurki, preko koncerata i svadbi xD

Isto, zavrsila sam sa casovima i gotovo sa svim ispitima, ali mi je ostao jos jedan finalni i diplomski. Moram to da zavrsim i da odbranim u septembru, tako da cu ovog leta biti zauzeta :')

Hej! Kako si? :)

I mean like, yeah I speak English besides Dutch, but that's it! I'm horrible in other languages! I bet a lot of other people are too ;n;

It's okay! Better that than the situation being worse than expected. Yeahh, I think it's quite common to hire someone for those things! Especially if you own a company. Then it's almost a must.

Yeaah! It feels like forever since I first met you. Those were the days hahahah. I skyping with you and emptybox! Such good times. Projects and assignments are alright! But the final thesis, oh my god. That's the thing I dread most. The one I had to write for my bachelor was mindnumbing enough already. Can't imagine how it must feel like to write a master thesis... Mmhmm, totally! Some more social than others, but we all want . Two of my friends already started getting their own houses, and they are around my age. Before I know it, my friends start pooping out babies and start getting married, while I'm still trying to figure out taxes oh lord.

OMG, I WANT A DOG SO BAD. LIKE REALLY REALLY REALLY WANT A DOGE. But I'm afraid I can't take care of it because of work stuff later. Also would like a cat. But tbh, I like lots of animals, so I kinda want my own zoo lol. Canada does seem nice yeah! A friend of mine just came back from Canada and she thought it was amazing. She said Toronto was very Asian-y lol.

Sometimes huh? You seem pretty good friends with him on FB ;)

Alright, reply when you have time and feel like it <3
I hope you've been well!

Ahh hahahah, you speak multiple languages? I hate typing in different languages hahhaa. I when I was in Korea I had to have a cheatsheet everytime of where the characters are placed on the keyboard.

Sounds rough, wish you the best on managing everything. Glad to hear you got some good folks around ya. :) I better start learning tax stuff before everything goes to shit hahaha. Having a personal ant sounds very nice hahaha, doubt I'll have the money for it though. :'(

I've thought about doing a master's. Still not really sure if that's what I want to do. If I do it, it's not for the title I get, but more to be student longer. I like the student life lol. Besides, I'm 20 now, and I don't really want to work for half a century till I can retire. But being able to sustain yourself was also nice. When I was in Korea, I lived on my own and it was such a good experience. I'd love to move out. But I don't really like living alone, so a sharehouse or something would be nice.

Omgg almost half a year has past. It was the time I came back from Korea and I got busy with my internship afterwards. Sorry for the late reply! :(

Yeah I totally get what you mean with that. I write my dreams in a document and I used to keep track of my daily activities too. But the latter I haven't been keeping up with lately lol. I love to read those things back. Makes me realize how much I've grown (or maybe not).

That's the adult life for ya. Just throwing everything at you at once. :( I still don't really know how to manage all the financial stuff. Somehow schools don't find it important to teach us about taxes and stuff. Glad to hear everything is going well now! Ah yes, I would be so stressed. Especially if your company relies on them and they fail you. Lots of companies start with a lot of interns as well. But interns are interns and they make intern quality products. Just like how my internship company grew up. And now the full time workers there have to fix the old crappy shit.

I came back at the 16th, and after that I've been spending almost every day meeting up with friends I hadn't seen for a while. At the start of february my internship started and I worked full time till the start of june. And now I have graduated. Only thing left to do is pick up my paper and decide what I want to do next with my life. Damn what an unfortunate timing. I like the thought of being together more than the presents themselves. <3 New Year's in Korea was lit too. Every foreigner went ham hahahah. What a time :')

Haha da, tacno je i opusteno, odgovori kad mozes i imas volje :)

A pa ok, sta je tu je, desilo se. Drago mi je, nadam se da ce na tome i ostati.
Aha, kapiram. Jbg, mada je lepo sa tvoje strane sto si mu rekla da se to desilo, 'ladno si mogla da predjes preko toga i da mu nista ni ne kazes, jer nikad ne bi imao kako da sazna drugacije. Je l' generalno odrzavas prijateljske odnose sa bivsima ili mislis da je nemoguce?

Raskinuli smo 2016, tu krajem godine. Da, slazem se sa tobom. Mislim sve zavisi od slucaja do slucaja. Lol smesno mi je, jer mi je bas ove nedelje iz cista mira pisao i pitao me je da ponovo pokusamo, jer me navodno jos uvek voli i zeleo bi da ispravi greske i kao zali za onim sto je izgubio itd... Ali nema sanse, mislim to je bilo pre vise od dve godine, bilo bi krajnje tuzno da se i dalje lozim na bivseg, dve godine nakon raskida. Rekla sam mu prosto da se ja vise ne osecam isto, nisam ni ista osoba, nemam bas ni vremena da se nekom posvetim, a i ako smo vec raskinuli, ne verujem da ima svrhe pokusavati. Bila bih paranoicna u toj vezi, jer me je ostavio zbog bivse, s' druge strane, ja sam sad njemu bivsa, sto bi dovelo do toga da strepim da se lozi jos uvek na svoje bivse. Haha ma ok je, razumemo se xD Slazem se, ali pojma nemam, cudan je malo lik. Aww <3
Da, toga se i ja plasim, jer mislim da bi me brzo ugusila veza, narocito ako bi se decko jako vezao, a bivsi mi je svakako rekao da sam nekako hladna u vezi, odnosno nekad je imao utisak, da pricam sa njim samo zato sto mi on pise, iako nije bilo stvarno tako, ali jbg, ne znam bas da pokazujem emotcije. Verujem, ja sam nedavno provalila da to radim i nekako me i iritira, jer mi se desavalo da ne budem sigurna ako mi se neko svidja, odnosno malo su me zaintrigirali neki i onda sam se nesvesno povukla i nista se nikad nije desilo i ja sam se "ohladila". Opet kazem, sve je to ok za sad, ali ne znam bas na duge staze. A bogme, desavalo mi se i da mi se zene nabacuju i nisam bila sigurna da li da nesto pokusam, ali na kraju nista. Mislim jedna devojka sa faksa je zaista bila jako zaljubljena u mene, ali sam bila direktna, jer koliko znam nisam bisexual, pa sam je bas povredila jer joj je verovatno svaka nada bila ugasena, pa me sad gotovo i ne podnosi. Znam, ne volim ni ja, ali generalno imam bas problem sa depresijom i suicidalnim tendencijama, pa me cesto uhvati neka kriza i onda sam u stanju svasta da uradim, pa sam zbog toga morala da se obratim psihologu, posto je par puta bilo veoma ozbiljno, da sam bila na ivici da se ubijem i jedva sam naisla na ovog. Mnogo mi je pomogao i bas zbog toga smo postali, slobodno mogu da kazem, prijatelji. Ali se ne vidjamo vise toliko cesto, posto ja retko odlazim u Beograd, otkako ne studiram vise u drzavi. Mislim postoji i neka hemija izmedju nas, ali nije to to. Verujem ti, posto ni ja ne volim, tako da jako retko pricam i nekako se obicno povucem u sebe, "glumim" neku srecu, nabacujem osmeh, salim se, a iznutra umirem i bukvalno ne znam da li da cekam kraj ili da sebi presudim. Trenutno sam ok, ali imam ovakve misli cesto.

sKLSDjfksdjgljsd HAHAHAH I AM HERE NOW
ALSO I deactivated my Facebook because honestly it was so toxic eugh and rn I just got a new personal laptop so I thought I'd check MAL and shit and wow I AM SORRY FOR GHOSTING YOU YET AGAIN so I'm gonna reply now plz forgive

I'm just so glad you aren't one of those whack peeps who are like "BooHOO u didn't reply to me asap u literally are the worst person ever and i hope u die xDdd" as if it's a privilege that i get to prioritize them over college because uhhhh that's a huge oopsie right there, which is why I am gay for you. ;>
I'm honestly glad you had been doing great with your courses the last time we spoke. I hope you still are, if you're still in school, that is. Keep the greatness up!
So have you found a place now? ;o I'm gonna transfer next year so until then Imma just live under my mom's basement heehee
Well, I'm glad you didn't go super emo with that break up because from what you described of that situation before, it sounded like a very overwhelming relationship ;o Rn I'm just enjoying being alone, trying to put myself first because I always gave and not received anything in return, so I'm definitely all about that "finding my worth" bull rn skaudfhkjsdfhd
Yep, you're still young, get dem bOYz and goth GFs<33333

I barely do any editing and gfx shit now then again I was such a noob before too so like, I'm just using PS for drawing and stuff. Ah but I do you mentioned on messenger that you were gonna start practicing graphic design again? I can't recall accurately but I vaguely that conversation. How's that going for you? ;>

Izvini sto kasno odgovaram, bila sam bas zauzeta sa ispitima.
Dobro je, dokle god je sve ok :)
Lol ozbiljno? Je l' ste ostali u prijateljskim odnosima?

Moguce da ima. Iskreno nisam u toku, nije mi nista rekao, a cujemo se s' vremena na vreme, samo sto nisu toliko deep konverzacije. Nisam nikad ni pricala sa njim o vama, samo si mi ti ispricala svoju pricu, samo sto se uvek cinio nekako "salty" sto se generalno veza tice. Nekako mi se cini da posle raskida, nije vise ni zeleo da razmislja o necemu takvom.

Haha nismo ranije pricale o tome? xD Mislim dok sam bila u vezi i imala problema? Iskreno ni ne secam se kad je tacno bilo, vreme leti lol Ali smo se bukvalno ovde upoznali, lik je bio iz Amerike, ne nesto aktivan na MAL-u, ali me je randomly nasao i dodao. Nekako se nasao na pravom mestu, u pravo vreme i mislim da je to bio glavni razlog zasto se nesto i desilo izmedju nas. Bili smo zajedno skoro dve godine, malo krace, mada smo raskidali, odnosno vise pravili pauze par puta. Generalno je bio stvarno lik na mestu i jako je bio brizan prema meni, samo sto je imao problema sa porodicom, zbog kojih me je veza mnogo stresirala. Do te mere, da je jednom prilikom njegov otac pokusao da ga ubije, pod dejstvom alkohola, pa su komsije zvale policiju i on mi je poslao poruku posle toga i par sati se nije javljao, sto me je ubijalo. I tako, bio je dosta nestabilna osoba, u smislu da je bio bipolaran. Bukvalno bi ujutru nesto tvrdio, a uvece skroz nesto deseto. I ostali smo u ok odnosu. Kad smo raskinuli, nisam zelela da pricam sa njim niti da ostanem u kontaktu, ali se posle par meseci vratio i molio da pricamo i ostanemo u kontaktu. Tako da ga i ja imam na Snap-u, mada se bas retko cujemo i onako, zaista je prijateljski. Koliko sam ga volela, tako sam se i ohladila nakon raskida, jer me je tad bas povredio. Glavni razlog je bio jer je zeleo da ponovo pokusa sa bivsom... Zamisli, bukvalno mislim da nema goreg razloga da sa nekim raskines. Aj da je upoznao nekog dok smo bili zajedno, ne, on se 'ladno jos uvek lozio na bivsu devojku i nakon pricanja sa njom su mu se vratila neka osecanja i simpatije. Posle kada se vratio, poceo je da mi prica zasto ga je ona ostavila, sto mene apsolutno nije zanimalo. Ali sve u svemu, ostali smo u ok odnosu i stvarno nemam lose misljenje o njemu. Naravno, navodio je kako mu distanca smeta itd. Posle toga nisam zelela vise da pokusavam, trebalo mi je dosta vremena da predjem preko svega sto se desilo, jedno vreme nisam mogla ni da gledam stvari koje je on voleo, iako sam ih i ja volela, jer su me podsecale na njega lol Razmisljala sam da pokusam par meseci posle toga sa likom kom sam se stvarno svidjala i sa kojim sam isla na matursko vece, ali me je previse podsecao na ovog i na kraju se nista nije desilo i povredila sam i njega i sad tako imam osecaj da me lik ne podnosi, sto je steta, jer bih volela da ostanemo prijatelji, ali jbg, ne mozes preko toga, ako druga strana nije vise zainteresovana. Sad mi nije frka sto sam single, mada nije kao da bih se zalila ako bih upoznala nekog i pokusala nesto. Samo sto sam vremenom postala toliko picky, da ja ne znam kad cu naci nekog ko ispunjava sve kriterijume :') A tipa, mislim da su za mene vise long-distance veze jer nemam toliko potrebe za fizickim kontaktom, odnosno mogu da se strpim, plus sto bi me mozda brzo smorilo da imam nekog ovde, ko bi me i preko poruka i licno smarao 24/7. Mislim pojma nemam, nekad mislim da nisam ja bas za veze, s' druge strane, u vezi sam bila jako tolerantna i bukvalno se nisam ni jednom zesce posvadjala sa deckom. Prosto nisam takav tip osobe, ako mi nije dan, bicu sama i resicu stvari sama sa sobom, ne bih da mracim druge. Isto, iz ne znam ni ja kog razloga, udaljim se od ljudi kad mi se priblize ili ako osetim da me malo vise zanimaju ili ja njih. Za sad mi je sve to ok, ali se plasim da cu ako tako nastavim ostati sama. Primer, kako sam odlazila kod psihologa, osetila sam vremenom da pocnije da mi se svidja. Prvo od karaktera, pa fizicki, jer je dosta moj tip, mada na poceku nisam obracala paznju. Generalno smo i jako bliski, vidjali smo se jedno vreme svake nedelje i dopisujemo se nekad i kad odem na razgovor bude bas opusteno, u smislu da lik jede ispred mene, jer ne stigne pre toga ili pijemo zajedno nesto lol I nekako me je samo on zanimao od ljudi koje poznajem licno, ali sam posle nekog vremena stala i razmisljala racionalno. Lik mi je psiholog, znam da mu se ne svidjam u onom smislu + ima verenicu (sad vec zenu i nedavno je dobio i dete) i minimum 20 godina je stariji. Pa sam shvatila da su vece sanse da cu samo da patim i mozda izgubim psihologa koji mi zaista mnogo pomaze i puno znaci. Nisam prosto htela da urusim odnos i ne kajem se. Sad sam skroz ok, mada jos uvek mislim da je hot, jako mi odgovara kao licnost i blago njegovoj zeni xD

Sorry, bas sam se raspisala :P

Same to you~ ^w^

Ohh that's nice! I wish I had the dedication to vlog while I was in Korea. Do you keep a diary of some sort as well? I try to do it daily, but I'm so lazy hahahaha. Facebook is very public yeahh.

Woah, you sound like a real business lady already! Must be very stressful in the beginning yeah. Is it hard to get new employees? Yess, it's good to bring in back, so you can relax later!

I didn't really celebrate Christmas. I had dinner with a group of friends and we watched Christmas movies together! I got parting presents from all the friends I've made in Korea. What about you?